Thursday, November 29, 2007

Did I mention...

how much waiting sucks? I believe I have.

I'm still waiting if you haven't noticed. But that's only because there was something missing from my application and I just sent it in today. The wireles isn't working and hasn't been working for a few days now, I don't know why. I'm using my parent's computer that has an EDGE connection. It's incredibly slow...but it's something :) (remembering the good ole dial-up days...)

I am ill with a staph infection. But it's not that bad, I'm doing quite well actually. Currently I am studying for an American Government final I have in about an hour.

I feel rather boring right now...I don't like that feeling.

Let's dig a little deeper, shall we?
I'm a little bit upset right now. I feel I don't really know where I'm headed. God knows everything, where I am going, who I am going to be...I got nothing. I'm so blind to everything it's scary sometimes. I do trust God, and I believe that's the only reason I haven't driven myself insane. I just wish I could get a glimpse, of something, ANYTHING really. I love what God has done in my life, all the things He set me free from and all the miracles He's done. But God wants to do something RIGHT NOW. TODAY! I just wish I knew what it was...*le sigh*

21Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice: for the LORD will do great things.
Joel 2:21 (King James Version)

1 comment:

Brittany. said...

are you looking for some huge, life-changing thing?

or what if you are looking over something rather "small"?


for me, everytime i just want to DO something, God reminds me to read and study the Bible...

i know you do that, but, maybe He's waiting until you find that one certain passage...