Waiting sucks

so here's the deal:

Pastor Ralph was suppose to send out the pastoral reference form when he was in New York 3 weeks ago. But for some reason there were NO STAMPS ANYWHERE. How that's possible? I have no idea. Anyway, he left it with his brother's secretary to be sent out last monday. Of course, what just HAD to happen? Secretary left it for the last minute, and when it was time to sent it out...it was nowhere to be found. MISPLACED. :O But pastor Ralph was quite the responsible fellow and he print out the form AGAIN, filled it out AGAIN, and sent it from here through a mail company. It should be arriving in Australia between yesterday and next tuesday. *phew*

It's all good now. But now I have to wait. Even more. I was talking to pastor Ralph yesterday about this whole "application process". I was just wondering if I should be sure of what God has planned for me concerning this. Should I start planning expecting a yes? Or should I brace myself for a no? I guess this is where faith starts taking its place. From what I have seen, God does want me at Hillsong. But I have to remember that I'm human and the only one who can see the finale of this is God, NOT me.

So what now?

I wait.

and wait.

and pray.

and believe.

and wait.

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven
Ecclesiastes 3:1